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[source](www.pexels.com) In this year I've already achieved one of my major targets for the year, now I think I may have to focus my attention on the next which I think will be very beneficial to me even though it will cost me a lot. I just want to change my wardrobe, at least to come up with more updated clothes than the current ones I have. I also want to make good choices in the type of music I play and listen to within this year. Honestly there is a need for a change especially as it concerns the things that I take in, my clothes, the music I listen to and the food that I take. I'm already working on this to achieve it also. Throughout last year, I can't even boast of eating any fruit except for the time I was seriously sick that I had to spend all the money I had in my bank account to buy fruits as suggested. https://youtu.be/-zzP29emgpg?si=jmfxj-UA-Cuoqpev This year part of my plan is to have a food time table, I know this will really help me a lot in building back my body to look even cuter than it has ever been. When people compliment on my looks, it's always flattering to me but I'll always be like seriously? Because I know when last I Spent time and money taking special care of my body as it concerns eating special foods and using good creams. Sometimes I'll even stay awake all night. If I happen to have any visitor or anyone close to me, at night when the person is sleeping ill be fully awake and find something to keep myself busy beside and sometimes I watch over the person as though I'm a guardian angel, actually the first night the thought of being awake like a Guardian angel came to my mind I was like “come on man what are you doing to yourself?” but truly I can't help it, it now looks as if it's normal for me to sleep very late at night.

Last night I went to bed around 2am but never slept till I started wondering if there are some external forces working against my ability to sleep because though I closed my eyes, I was still feeling bright and agile like one who has just spent a whole day sleeping and I know the previous night before yesterday I slept late too. Now I'm considering getting a whole new list of good songs that could help drive me to the dm dream world even if my eyes chooses not to close, besides I've seen some people whom I've somehow related with in the past whose eyes doesn't close when they sleep and in most cases they know about almost everything that happened when they were asleep and they could also hear the tiniest noise.

Honestly I'm beginning to think this issue of sleeplessness is getting out of hand and I'll very much appreciate anyone with a good dose of music prescription for me. I so much believe in music and I know it will do the magic, I don't want to start now and take sleeping pills because it will not be good for my health in the long run because the human body can be funny sometimes. Drugs sometimes even spoil more things than just accomplish the task you want it to. I don't want a situation where I'll start by taking one tablet today and tomorrow I'll be needing two or three and even more tablets to be able to sleep. I believe this year is already a good year to treat my body right at least for not stopping throughout last year even with all my brainy work and decisions that is putting my entire body through extreme stress.

Let love lead, spread love. Everyone should first of all love themselves first before showing care and concern to others and that includes taking good care of your body first because charity begins at home. I'm just trying the best I could to avoid junk food yet it appears junk food is the most rampant now and always presents itself to me through families and friends.
I really want to be better than the previous version of myself and this year I've decided there will be no clubbing for me because I really want to be more focused right now on my life goals.
I know one good song that I've really missed which if I get it back on my Playlist I'll never get bored or tired of it. I think I'll first start by doing whatever I'll have to do to get Yannis songs back on my music playlist.

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